Queen Esther

Queen Esther
And who knoweth whether thou art come to the kingdom for such a time as this? ~ Esther 4:14

Sunday, August 26, 2018

Woman of Wisdom

I have been pondering again the women in the scriptures, specifically the four that I have tried pattern my life after, desiring to be closer to Christ and become like Him. I felt inspired to post the thoughts from my booklet, Women of Wisdom, Courage and Virtue. Today, I will share my feeling about Eve:


Eve
“The mother of all living.” ~Genesis 3:20
“Were it not for our transgression we never should have had seed, and never should have known good and evil, and the joy of our redemption” ~Moses 5:11

Before being blessed with the gospel of Jesus Christ, my knowledge of Eve was limited to these general facts, according to the world:
First: She was the first woman on the earth.
Second: She was tempted of Satan and partook of the forbidden fruit.
Third: She gave the fruit to Adam and he ate.
Forth: They were then made mortal, cursed, and expelled from the garden.

Now, sadly, the world’s view of this whole scene is one-sided. Eve is blamed for everything. She is considered the weak link in the chain so to speak, because while Adam refused Satan, Eve was deceived and ate, and in turn, gave the fruit to Adam, causing his downfall, as well as the downfall of the coming human race. Does that sound about right? It is sad, but this is the way many in the world think, and they blame Eve for bringing opposition and hardship into the world.

While some cultures rank women as second-class citizens to be ruled over by men because of Eve’s transgression, true students of the gospel of Jesus Christ know that Eve was wiser than her years, and Adam and Eve’s choice–according to God’s plan–righteously perpetuated the peopling of a world, a world created for the sole purpose of man one day returning to God through their love of Him and their wise exercising of agency.
Eve’s place in this world was foreordained. She was chosen by Heavenly Father to be “the mother of all living,” and our very existence hinged on Adam and Eve’s choice in the garden. Because of their choice to enter mortality, to learn by experience and grow in knowledge and understanding, we were able to enter mortality, that we may learn by experience and grow in knowledge and understanding.

I love Mother Eve just as I love Father Adam, and I revere them both, just as the righteous hosts of heaven do. They were one in purpose in all things. Partaking of the fruit wasn’t just her choice, it was their choice. They shared the consequences of that choice, as well as the joys. And the eternal blessings they will receive for the righteous lives they lived are endless.

One of the most important things I have learned from Eve is that righteous procreation within the bonds of marriage is vital. In her wisdom, she came to know this. In order to obey the command to multiply and replenish the earth, she and Adam had to choose. They had to fall, and contrary to what some believe, this was the way God intended it to be. This was God’s plan and it could not be frustrated.

The world also teaches that because Adam and Eve partook of the fruit, they were cursed, which was not the case. The serpent was cursed and the ground was cursed for their sake. Nothing would be easy for them, and they would need to learn to lean on the Lord–something they could not have learned any other way, and neither could we. And what was their first lesson? That there was no apron of fig leaves big enough to cover their nakedness–their sin. Only Christ could do that. They learned that man is nothing without the Lord. As He strengthened them in their trials, so, too, does He strengthen us. We must understand that their choice wasn’t just about them, it was about all of us.

Adam and Eve were eternally bound, and together they created life. Nothing could come between them, including Satan and his assured multiple attempts. They were righteous, a royal son and daughter of a Heavenly King, and through them each of us shares in that lineage. They were created in the image of God, and so were we.
Eve was full of faith and intelligence, and striving to acquire her attributes is a glorious goal that will most-assuredly lead to the ultimate goal of becoming like the Savior.
Behind every righteous man is a righteous woman–a royal daughter of Eve, a woman who exemplified righteousness.
How we should love her for it!

Sunday, August 19, 2018

The Continuing Battle

There is a prayer I repeat constantly, each and every day throughout the day:
"Father, please help me to let virtue, righteousness and holiness garnish my thoughts, my mind, and my heart unceasingly. Please fill me with the pure love of Christ." Many times I fall asleep with this quest, and sometimes I wake up with it in my mind. I repeat it over and over, and though my thoughts stray here and there, they always returns to this plea, and that helps me to refocus.

Mastering our thoughts is sometimes very hard to do in a world that bombards our spirits with evil left and right. Sometimes I want to cover my eyes and plug my ears or, better yet, stay in my house and shut out the world. And while I know I can't do that literally (because there would be no spiritual growth,) I can always work on mentally and emotionally shutting those things away by avoiding the very appearance of evil. This is what the Lord asks of us and it is no small thing.
The following anonymous quote bears great truths:
"The enemy is not after your money or stuff. He wants your mind. Your attitude. Your heart.Your faith. Your peace. Understand that you're not being attacked over tangible things in your life. The enemy is fighting you over the things you can't see."

In other words, this is spiritual warfare in its most aggressive form, and keeping our thoughts focused on worldly things instead of the things of God is a powerful weapon that Satan uses over and over. That's why it is so important to bind Satan in our hearts and homes, to keep him from having power over us.
This is my goal. I pray that it will be yours too.

Sunday, August 5, 2018

I Will Testify!

I have been pondering my life quite a bit lately and all the areas I want to improve in. Despite trying my best to be obedient and do the Lord's will, like most of us, I fall way short most of the time. But I keep trying every day to live better than the day before. I reach for spiritual highs each day. Sometimes I am successful in attaining them, sometimes not. On the days that I do reach it, I consider those times times of grace, because God knows when my spirit hungers for the things of Him, and He blesses me accordingly.

This morning, I had another of those moments where, when as I concentrated on the things of heaven, the thought again came to me: If this was my last day on earth, what would I do with it? And just like before, the answer came easily. I would spend it proclaiming the gospel of Jesus Christ, sharing my testimony of God and His plan, and help to bring souls to Him.

I spent this morning seeking the Lord's guidance in what I should write, what He would have me write. so here it is:
Heavenly Father and His Son, Jesus Christ love us more than we can possibly comprehend. They want nothing but happiness for us, nothing but good things. They also want us to understand that the only way to achieve this happiness is through our obedience and devotion to Them.
I've had some amazing spiritual experiences over the past year or so, experiences too sacred to share with anyone, and I will keep seeking those experiences, striving with all my heart to be worthy of them. I have said this before, but I want to be so at peace and at one with the Lord that if I were to pass from this earth tomorrow, I would hear my Lord say, "Well done!" I long for this with my entire being. I long to see the face of my Savior. I long to kneel at His feet and worship Him. I long to feel my Father's embrace, and I really long to help bring souls back to Him.

So, I will spend the rest of my earthly life and beyond witnessing over and over of the Savior's love. I have to. Some hearts will be open to it, some will not, and that is okay. What matters is that I testify. The Lord knows my heart. He knows the righteous desires it holds, just as He knows yours. He knows my pains, my weaknesses, my joys, and my sorrows, just as He knows yours. Nothing is hidden from Him. Since He descended beneath all things, we CANNOT hide anything from Him, so it's pointless to try, because with Him, I can do all things.
The Lord is my Rock and my Redeemer. I pray that He will be this for all of us.